17 February

Biostats paper....

haiz....

Alot of people or i could say majority though the paper was a killer...

I did practice the questions several times and all...

but what could we do if the question paper was tough....

we are really not to be blame...

At least for my class we had a better tutor...

but what about those classes who had their lecturer as their tutor...

Maybe it's our fault for not listening during her lecture...

but how do we do that if everything she explains or do is either wrong or in Greek?

I know alot of people are truly disappointed with biostats...

but for me i know i did my best...

I practiced beforehand, and did all i could...

Even during the exam i made it a point to attempt every questions...

i answered every single question...

so whatever the result is im willing to accept it...

well, what could be so bad...

its either we all pass my moderation or its either we all remain as module mates for this module...

Its better than cell bio or micro B which the results affects the other modules next year...

the paper started late so i was travelling around Singapore...

ok..thats abit of over exaggeration...

went from AMK to Ubi...

then from Ubi to hougang...

hougang to sengkang...

from sengkang to school....

7 states of denial....

hmmm.... but i only reach stage 4...

what's the other 3?

lols...

but ive checked la...its REALLY her!!

lols...

but it can also be someone who was using her lap top right?

gosh...

ok no..its her...

its her and i shall assume it that way....

but it could be possible right??

aiya, it doesnt matter la...

whatever it is, it doesnt affect me in any way!!

after paper, went home...

i really wasnt in the mood to go anywhere already...

well, was waiting for daddy's call...

he always ask how the paper was...

he didnt msg or call till about 11 plus...

so well, i called him instead...

and he say he was busy buying things that he forgotten to call..

i was like nevermind and just hang up...

haiz...

he called me after he left the shop...

then he was like sorry la, was getting things that i might need for my trip...

i was like trip?!?

I have totally forgotten the fact that daddy was going to australia end of this month...

and that is like 10 more days or so..

haiz...

i though all this while he didnt bring up the issue as he had cancelled the idea or it got postponed or something...

didnt tell daddy anything...

I just keep quiet...

called Is after that and we went to sembawang beach...

i really needed some time on my own...

sorry Is to make you so worried...

i really didnt feel like talking or anything...

reach home at about 3 plus in the morning...

daddy wasnt home yet and not a single msg from him...

haiz...

maybe i should just go study my organic chem....