well, todae went for interview...
got the job!!
congrats gal....
aniwae, episode 2 of yesterdae
he didnt apologise and jus started laughin...
practically he considers it a joke!!

oh well,aniwae fir was really sweet...
i was expectin HIS msg or sumtink la.. but none...
but fir msged me askin me whether was i ok or not...
really happy to have a fren like u...

well, i kinda scolded HIM todae...
Fir thanks for giving me a chance and opportunity to scold him...
well, i dunt wanna disclose the reason behind it la...
but HE was jus getting super irritating and overboard....
Fir i really uds how u feel alrite....
I would like to apologise on his behalf kaes...
and reallie sorie la...i jus had to tell him...
well, all this while he was assumin that everything was fine with u and tat u didnt mind him teasin u...

to FIR:

well, i noe it sux to like have to keep meeting her over agn...sumhow when ure tryin so hard to move on or at least mend ur heart, and u keep seeing her agn and agn it jus hurts...well, its ok to feel sad or to hurt...cry out loud if need be...dunt keep things in yrself..our heart is super small okies...it already has so many functions like pumpin blood and all(sorrie man im not a bio student)...oh well, cheer up okies...if u really love a person jus hope tat she doesnt get hurt and stay happy alwaes...for me, i always tell myself tat if u love sumone so badly, u wouldnt mind doing anything or taking any hurt jus to see that smile on their face. it hurts but u gotta be strong alrite...and rmb im alwaes der for u okies buddie:) hols are here so get out and have fun!!



a little short story:

well, the story goes this way...
there's this guy who likes this one gal...
he thinks tat she is special to him and wants to make things work for them.
well, the gal, is still on the mend as she still cant forget her ex which she reallie love with all her heart.
so well, everytime the guy ask her she will just say that she treats him as a fren...
nothing more then that...
well, things just continue with them getting closer as days goes by...
gng out for movies, goodnite calls, lunch, dinner, brunch...
practically, he was becoming a pillar in her life....
being with him jus make her forgets everythin...
it was jus them both.

oh well, wen she decided to express her feelings,
she took her phone to ring him and she sae his name on the incomin call....
so well she ans and he told her tat he needed to meet her urgently...
he sounded super excited...

oh well, she was extremely excited so she ensured tat she was well dressed for the occasion, practised her speech over and agn....
longing for him and just to rest on his shoulder and stay in his embrace forever...
when she reached, he was already there....
thousand and millions of butterflies in her stomach...
well, he ran up to her and he hugged her...
so hard tat she could feel his heart beat at her stomach...
with a peck on the cheeks, he brought her to a bench...

(holding her hands in his palms, giving it a lil squeeze)
HE: heys, thanks gal, because of you ive found the perfect gal!
SHE: well, im pretty sure she loves u too baby!
HE: ya rite!! gosh, ive never felt tis way before...its all thanks to u gal...
SHE: (rest her head on his shoulder)
HE: (squeeze her hands a lil) so u gng help me for my first date rite?
SHE:well, i like you the way u are babe...
HE:(laughs) well, but she like guys in smart casual...i really needa go shop la...i dunt have anything to wear...shit...gosh its already 4...shit man....im meeting her at 8...die!
SHE: ??? wat??
HE: gosh, im a asshole...i got a date with this gal..
SHE: silence
HE: she's so perfect...thanks to u ive found her...i so loveee you!!(hugs her)
SHE: hugs him reallie tight...never wanna let it go
HE: (still holding her hands) so gal, let go...we really needa shop....
SHE: ( cant breathe...cant cry...swallowing everything in herself)

well, she helped him chose his clothes, book a table for two and well help him pick a gift for his date.well, she sat by him (still holding hands, lyin on his shoulders) while waiting for his date.

his date came and he gave her a quick peck on the cheecks and left...

she sat there seeing them walking hand in hand....


she didnt have the strength to hold it back any longer...
tears were just streaming down..
she felt truly empty deep down inside....
its like her whole soul is being pulled out from her...
she received a text msg:

" hey gal, reallie love u man....she's reallie happy with the gift and the restaurant prep is superb...realie happy to have u as a fren"


oh well, till the end the guy never knew that the gal loves him..and she's not planing to let him noe abt it either...lets all hope that the guy be happy with his date. hopefully she'll keep him happy always.


ps: well, wont be cumin online or posting...i just need some time on my own...take care