okies...

well for those of you unaware of the fact that im just back well i am...

went msia...

was fun but sumhow sumtink jus aint right...

well i told him i was leaving and he replied me.

" sure darling! enjoy your trip!"

but sumhow i keep re-reading his msg...

went i was there i jus wasnt myself...

it was the first time that i actuallie went there and wish i was back here...

ive never had tat sort of feeling so strong...

i find myself askin 'why' way to many times...

i was like practically reading and re-reading his every msges...

sumtink is seriously wrong...

i reallie didnt expect things to turn out tis wae...

gosh!!

it reallie needa stop...

i mean afterall we both know where this will end...

so why get into sumtink tt aint good for us...

sumtimes i jus wish we hadnt met.....