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Friday, June 06, 2008 @ 3:24 PM
hmm...well todae had been reallie extremely bad...
its like already 4 days and my fever hasnt subside... sheesh man... todae only hav inchem lecture and elective... wanna skip but no choice coz if no sandy gotta go alne... den nd hand up d stupid puppet show summore... well, as i had post earlier he was gng leave todae... i remembered askin him to msg me b4 leaving... but i so didnt receive any... so i tot since he cant msg n stuff.. so tot jus call him argh... but wow wat did i get... he rejected d call... tks man... i so appreciate it... let me jus be frank alright... im reallie gettin sick of tis shit... u sae one thing but do another... im bloody sick of being push ard kaes... i jus dun get it.. why do i hate you but love you at d same time... why is it tat wen im with sum other guy they remind me of u? i jus dun uds why is it tat i cant erase u frm my mind n heart... half of me wans u to get d hell out of my life n nvr cum back.. but the other half of me wans u to stay badly... its reallie frustrating... i jus dunno wat to do to get tis thing out of my fuckin brain... haiz.. sometimes i think its bttr if u jus kill me... haiz... well, i did sumtink without thinkin todae... i jus msg him all tat ive been keepin in me for like 2 yrs... sux man.... its like its never ending... its prolonged and i dun uds why doesnt tis feelin fade... haiz...i feel realie bad nw.... maybe i shdnt hav msg him tat... did i hurt him? haiz...wat hav i done man.... well, its suppose to be his happy dae... gng on vacation n all... im reallie sorie.. hmm..jus hope u hav a safe journey n enjoy yrsel kaes... take care n so long.... |
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