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Wednesday, November 07, 2007 @ 9:41 AM
hmm...well todae nt much of plans...went for my routine jog and then visited the gym...had been a long time since i last into...uncle tom said i lost damn alot of weight...well,it shows tat stress is also a mean of losing weight....in the afternoon,gng go out wit shaf...well she sae go wash eyes..l0ls....hmm...i think its more like me accompaning her...pakistani guys nt my type ah..lols...but let me noe if u see anyone like zahid okies..l0ls..well juz trying spent time..can get realie boring staying at hme...startin work nxt fri..my mentor's name is nicholas...well just hoping for him to be some hunk...just dont be an old man..lols..hahs..well,its nt tat im gng to look for guys or anythink okies..juz for fun..aniwae im der to work and gain experience and most imptly,to waste my time fruitfully....
thought of seeing him maybe on wed b4 he goes off...hmm..i think its better to end things proper..if no it will just continue like last time..true love doesnt alwaes come true..life wont be enough if we chose to hold on to everything we want..i learnt that at some point in your life you must be able to give up what u want most and move on...well i dont think there anything wrong if we meet for the last time..its so much better then dragging it this way...but i realie dunno where to start...but one thing for sure,my mind is set...i shall go..and tats it..i will nt change my mind when i see him...god,pls give me the strength to face all this...especially to face him...for i shall nvr cry nor shed a tears in front of him... |
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