|
Friday, October 26, 2007 @ 12:29 PM
hmm...had ge0g yesterdae...well i was like scribbin my ans up till d last sec0nd...at first i kinda freck 0ut...i was afraid tat i wld d0 badly juz like my prelims...den d ch0osin 0f qn part was like freckin me 0ut...i didnt n0e which 0ne shd i ch0se...den wen i flip 0ver t0 qn 4,5 and 6 tat was even c0nfusin...i was like shiverin...its like suddenly had a ver sharp pain in my head..den i turned t0 look 0ut n saw Mr Andy...g0sh...its like makin things w0rse...den i saw JkAi was like scribblin his ans...den rahmat was als0 like d0in d qn..damn....i felt like cryin n juz walkin 0ut 0f d exam hall....haiz...
aft tat i juz decided t0 d0 qn 5 and nt tink 0f l0ok at d 0ther qns...aft finishin qn 5 i went straight t0 d map..at least f0r tat part der's n0 ch0ice...aft d map i juz did qn 2...th0ugh it was udr agriculture...i sumh0w felt it was easier...well nt every0ne study agri..its like dumbass like me 0ni g0 study every damn t0pic..but 0ne thing i n0e f0r sure was tat i did my best..every sec0nd was well spent n i have n0 regrets...nvr in my wh0le life i finish a ge0g ppr n have the chance t0 lo0k back 0n wat i didnt n0e...if der was any ppr tat i did my best i tink it wld be my chem n ge0g ppr...well i juz wan tis t0 c0ntinue f0r my every ppr... aft d ppr..i kinda practically screamed 0ut l0ud..it was 0fficially d last ppr...nt f0r my 0s..but f0r d week...i had t0 m0tivate myself...but der were ppl in tears n stuff..many didnt hav d time t0 finish..haiz...well juz h0pe every0ne d0es well...aniwae d0nt give up..der's still s.s alrite..jia y0u!! aft d ppr,was slackin in frnt 0f d tv..den at abt 7 did a emaths ppr..den aft all d markin n stuff wen straight t0 bed..i still haven fully rec0ver s0 tink takin a rest is wat i need..aniwae waited f0r his msg frm m0rn..he kinda didnt reply my msg d nite b4..s0 i guess if he realie wanna t0k he cld msg me..well waited till abt 10.45...den i gave up n threw my ph0ne 0ut 0f my bed..haiz...den in d m0rn saw his msg..well he msg me at 10.48...haiz...well i replied him at abt 5 plus in d m0rn..but till nw n0 reply...tink maybe he's bz 0r wat... life's been realie stinkin...juz d0nt wanna tink abt it anym0re...its like i d0nt uds why is my past hauntin me back agn...im bl0ody hell 0ver it..leave me al0ne..why cant ppl uds tat i rather be myself..i d0nt care n0 m0re abt wat u tink...call me watever u wan...f0r i d0nt care n0 m0re...im livin my life d wae i wan...accept me f0r wh0 i am... ps:Mrs lim ai p0o is 0fficially leavin t0dae..thanks f0r all d guidance tat u gave us...s0rrie f0r everythin we've d0ne=D |
profile: reach my prismic soul
Hello, my name is zhareena and I am from nanyang polytechnic.
Im currently in year 2 doing pharmaceutical science. I love my life the way it is and im happy without any changes:)
Music is keeps the world go round and its like the air i breathe....
Love me and i'll love you. Hate me and i'll still love you even more:)
Serve me a cup of coffee every morning and i'll be your faithful salve all my life
wishlist: Unconditional Desires
affiliates: The endless connections
TAG ME IF YOU WANT TO BE LINK TO MY THIS BLOG:)
It took time to see
-sorry i deleted this- Dont need to look at back to the past!
acknowledgments: You have my thanks
Blogskin created by Eclair-x.
Image courtesy of alavigne.com.Best viewed in 1026 x 768 pixels screen resolution, Mozilla Firefox.