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Wednesday, September 26, 2007 @ 4:01 PM
well yesterdae we didnt msg until at nite..d dumb thing was tat wen i msg him he msg me at d same time..it was like dumb l0rz...well den m0rn was supp0se t0 wake him up but i 0verslept..den didnt take my medi..haiz...well t0k to him 0n d wae t0 sch..he was like irritated wit d bus..den ask him take cab he sae waste m0ney..dumb l0rz...den ltr wen in sch he sae he was alreadi in d bus..we rarely msg aft tat as he's tryin curb his msges..den durin my break call him aft gettin his miss call..he ask me t0 g0 find sum0ne new..he sae t0kin t0 me was b0ring...i guess he realie meant it..haiz...den aft i left i called him back his fren pick up d ph0ne..i knew at 0nce it wasnt him..haiz...den ltr he sae he was wit her..i t0ld him bye n juz hang up..well tat was wat ive been askin him d0 since last time..but i dunn0 why m i hurt wen he realie d0 it..haiz..i juz need a new hert...haiz...i juz feel like my w0rld is crashin d0wn 0n me...haiz..nw i n0e tat givin up yr l0ve isnt sumtime easy...tats y pe0ple ch0se the 0pti0n 0f grabbing wateva tat u tink bel0ngs t0 u..haiz..i realie dunn0...i juz wanna g0 far away frm tis werld...i juz needa p0ur everythin 0ut...i guess i shall juz g0 away n let dem be t0gether...haiz..dey bel0ng together...wh0 d hell m i t0 come in between rite...i tink its bttr if 0ne pers0n is hurt rather than tw0 rite...im sure she will keep u happy...she l0ves u deeply...everythin was only a dream..juz a dream...a dream tat can nvr replace reality...a dream tat is crushin us d0wn....be happy n take care...i dunn0 h0w long ill be here but u juz be happy alright....best 0f luck....
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